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Crossing the Bridge
of Time:
A Native American
prophecy and Genesis 3
© 2003 Kenneth Hawley
Hamilton, MD
In 1994, a Native American spiritual leader addressed a group of which I was a part. This
person spoke about the nature of the time in which we live today
and told us that an old prophecy would be realized in this
time. The prophecy, as I remembered it, went like this: Sometime
after the turn of the century, around 2002, a spiritual
bridge would open for those who had intended the spiritual path by
1992. It would stay open for ten years and never be closed to anyone, but the longer
one waited before intending the spiritual path, the harder it
would be to find the bridge. This person described the bridge as a
bridge in time that would take a person ahead the equivalent of
400 years.
This person went on to say that it was as
if time had a wave function and over this past century the
frequency and amplitude of the wave had been increasing
geometrically. It would reach a point where the equivalent of a
wave-function collapse would take place… two adjacent peaks in
time would come together over a trough representing the equivalent
of 400 years of linear time. The bridge would last for ten years
before falling apart. At that point, the presentation ended... and
no one asked, "And what happens next?" We all simply went our own
merry ways.
I, for one, liked what I had heard. After
all, I had become fully aware of the nature of my spiritual path
in 1987 so I was certainly destined for salvation! (Who says? Read
on.) However, the question of what lay at the end of the bridge
began to dog my thoughts. Was there going to be a separation of
worlds somewhat similar to what Philip Wylie described in his
book, The Disappearance (Lightyear; December 1993. ISBN:
0899684157)? Would those who crossed the bridge acquire a higher
energetic vibration that made them invisible to those who did not
cross the bridge, much like the ninth prophecy in Jim Redfield's
The Celestine Prophecy
(Warner Books; January 1995. ISBN: 044651862X )? Every
answer I arrived at seemed inadequate. However, I have learned to
be patient and to state the intention to receive the answer at the
right time—a time not of my own choosing.
I meditated on the question. I ruminated on
the question. I dialogued on the question. I waited. I wondered.
It seemed that crossing the bridge was a form of
realization—awakening—Christ/Buddha-becoming. Then I considered
that these Beings might return—as Jesus/Bodhisattvas—to stand at
the edge of the pool of human suffering to lend a hand to those
who reached the surface and called for help… more wondering…more
meditating.
I was talking about this prophecy and its
questions and implications in a HOPE Group meeting in
February, 2003, and the answer came... I remembered that crossing
the bridge was the "equivalent" of moving forward 400 years in
time. I saw that crossing the bridge would get the spiritually
minded individual a picture of the spiritually developed world in
2403, and that person would return to the twenty-first century and
set in motion a ripple that would direct the course of history
over the next 400 years.... The Christ/Buddhas did, indeed, return
as Jesus/Bodhisattvas!
I had previously held an image of myself as
a "doorman" to the bridge for as long as I had had known about the
bridge. I had a sense that when the time was right, I, too, would
cross the bridge into the future and join the others. With this
new image of visiting the future and returning, but without
destroying the image of "doorman," I wondered if I had already
crossed the bridge and returned with an image. Over the next two
or three days, it became clear that I had…. I had developed a
point of childhood knowledge into a field of adult
understanding when I wrote SoulCircling: The Journey to the Who
©2002! Let me explain….
At this time in our history, a significant
number of adults are aware that children often seem to have some
wisdom-knowledge that all too often confuses adults who then make
significant efforts to belittle it. These children want to talk
about the things they know but when they get belittled for their
efforts, they find it simpler to avoid the adults who do not want
to listen but want to teach.
My family of origin was no exception; there
was significant spirituality that was all too often colored by
religion. My mother was the Episcopal daughter of an allopathic
general practitioner, and she had healing hands that were every
bit as powerful as the prayers of my father's Christian Scientist
family. However, she was ruled by her physical senses, confused by
intuition, and unwilling to accept the healing power in her large,
graceful, artist-musician's hands.
My father's mother was a great teacher of
biblical lore in my very early childhood, but she took the Bible
literally. As a Christian Scientist, my grandmother said
repeatedly that love was synonymous with God. However, when she
first read me the third chapter of the book of Genesis, I "knew"
it was "wrong" because God showed no love for His children—angrily
and hatefully banishing them for their childish, immature
disobedience. That was anything but loving! I brought it up to her
and, later, to others, but no one was open to a discussion; they
looked at my knowledge as "a figment of (my) imagination." The
outstanding exception was the only self-professed atheist in the
bunch—she knew how to listen!
When I was eleven years old, I was having a
discussion with my mother that turned into an argument. At one
point I said something that I “knew” with an enthusiasm
appropriate for my age and my mother looked at me with a
thunder-struck expression and said, "Dear, how can you say that if
you love me?" That hurt! I did a right face, stuffed my hands in
my pockets, and slouched out of the living room saying to myself,
"Gosh, I don't think Mom knows what love is, and maybe I don't
either, but someday I'll find out!"
Well, it would be many years before I could
say with any degree of surety that I was coming close to realizing
that intention. As I look back over my life, I see how I have been
graced with a gift of loving relationships that I had to work
with and equally graced with a gift of anger that I had to
work through. I have not finished the work on either the
love or the anger, but both of these projects are well developed.
In 1987 I started a support group for people who had cancer in my
surgical practice that they called HOPE Love was an essential
component of the process. The following year, I studied A
Course in Miracles (Foundation for Inner Peace; 2nd edition
[1975], ISBN: 0960638881) for the first time, and accepted
the principal of the course that was to teach love without trying
to define it.
The Course emphasized how dangerous
the ego could be and I could see that in my life. I set out to try
to erase my ego, but it would not put up with my efforts. I then
decided to accept my ego lovingly and show my appreciation for the
hard work it had done for my whole life. As it accepted love, my
ego softened its grasp on things it held dear. As I began this
revolutionary approach to my fearful, judgmental self, I began
learning about the soul, and I could begin to see that I had two
inner directors: one secular and one spiritual. About this time, I
heard Matthew Fox say in public that he had observed that Roman
Catholicism seemed to pay less attention to the soul than it
appeared to merit, so he had explored his Roman Catholic
traditions to see if the soul had ever been a more prominent part
of the church's teachings. He found that it had been an important
way of thinking about ourselves until the beginning of the Age of
Reason, 300 years ago. At that time, the thinkers of the day put
the soul in the mind because its existence could not be
scientifically proven. Fox got my attention and the nature of
soul fascinated me. Its eternal, spiritual nature became clear to
me as I read the growing wealth of literature about near-death
out-of-body experiences. Coincidentally, I was directly exposed to
some of these experiences in my surgical practice and in the
HOPE support groups that I had started in 1987.
I took a past life regression training
course with Brian Weiss, MD, and he told us that the past life
experiences of one of his patients caused him to study his Jewish
traditions to see if they had once held a belief in
reincarnation—necessitating a belief in the existence of the soul.
He found that they did—until 300 years ago. He then looked at
Christian history and found that Christians, too, had believed in
reincarnation until 300 years ago. He then examined Islam and
found the same thing for that third and youngest of the Faith
Family religions!
As I, a soul, was coming to terms with my
body's ego, I heard a tape by Wayne Dyer in which he said that the
Garden of Eden legend in the third chapter of the book of Genesis
was the story of the ego. It made perfect sense! The legend was
written some 2700 years ago, having likely been a part of our oral
tradition for many hundreds of years before that. It was clear to
me that the legend was an attempt to explain why we had
perpetuated so much egregious harm on each other for so many
thousands of years. To the mind-set of that day, it was
inconceivable that God could have given us knowledge because we
had done so much harm with it. We still believe to this day that
we had to have obtained it by some other means than as a divine
gift. So we created the serpent to blame for stealing God's
knowledge and giving it to us. Furthermore, men blamed women for
being suckered by this snake! In short, “somebody's wrong and it
sure as hell ain't me!” This shame-blame-guilt thinking is pure
ego-work. (And so is hubris, the attitude in the earlier boast of
salvation.)
In 12-step recovery circles, "ego" is an
acronym for "ease God out". As Genesis 3 can be seen as the story
of the ego, God's admonition to His children about not eating of
the fruit of His tree of knowledge of good and evil has every
hallmark of the behavior of a drunk and his stash of booze! Every
good drunk tells his children that they had better not touch his
whiskey! When they do, which is almost inevitable, he brutalizes
them. So God, as the alcoholic angry parent, banishes His own
children from His household and tells them never to come back.
Once they are out of the gate, He fixes it so that they can never
get back in. Please be aware… knowledge can be just as addictively
dangerous as whiskey!
No! God is not a drunk! We, His children,
are not disobedient—just immature—with a perfect parent. God gave
us knowledge, knowing that all the time we were using it
beautifully we were misusing it egregiously—and judge
ourselves horribly for that misuse. The God that is synonymous
with love has no fear-based hatred and It looks at Its children
with soft, kind eyes, knowing that every misuse of knowledge
contains a lesson in its right use.
The world of 2403 is a world in which we
have recognized and acknowledged the ego for its resourceful
skills, all of which are written in our genetic code. In this new
time, we have taught it to devote its strength and energy to the
service of the soul's intent. The soul is a manifest holographic
fragment of the Spirit that comes with a core passion to create a
one-of-a-kind work of art that is a single volume in a marvelous,
wondrous encyclopedia of the universal experience of Being. The
world of 2403 is a beautiful world of Being devoted to its
experience of God. It is a world in which almost all communication
is telepathic, including travel. It is a world that knows that
mind-travel is virtually instantaneous. It knows how to
star-travel.
The Bridge of Time is open. Many are
already back from the other side. They have discovered that the
knowledge they had as children was accurate. They are planting the
seeds that manifest themselves 400 years from now.
I am not alone in this awareness. Last year
I received an e-mail from a dear friend that contained the
following message:
To my
fellow swimmers:
There is a
river flowing now very fast. It is so great and swift that there
are those who will be afraid. They will try to hold on to the
shore, they will feel they are being torn apart and will suffer
greatly. Know that the river has its destination. The elders say
we must let go of the shore, push off into the middle of the
river, keep our eyes open and our heads above the water.
And I say:
see who is there with you and celebrate. At this time in history,
we are to take nothing personally, least of all ourselves, for the
moment that we do, our spiritual growth and journey come to a
halt. The time of the lone wolf is over.
Gather
yourselves. Banish the word "struggle" from your attitude and
vocabulary. All that we do now must be done in a sacred manner and
in celebration. We are the ones we have been waiting for.
(The person
responsible for this beautiful message does not wish to be
identified with any other name than Human.)
In the week of March 16, 2003, I received
an e-mail that contained a wonderful and appropriate Letter to
a Young Activist During Troubled Times from Clarissa Pinkola
Estes, Ph.D., some parts of which I quote in closing:
…. I urge
you, ask you, gentle you, to please not spend your spirit dry by
bewailing these difficult times. Especially do not lose hope. Most
particularly because, the fact is–we were made for these times.
Yes. For years, we have been learning, practicing, been in
training for and just waiting to meet on this exact plain of
engagement...
I grew up
on the Great Lakes and recognize a seaworthy vessel when I see
one. Regarding awakened souls, there have never been more able
crafts in the waters than there are right now across the world.
And they are fully provisioned and able to signal one another as
never before in the history of humankind... Look out over the
prow; there are millions of boats of righteous souls on the waters
with you. Even though your veneers may shiver from every wave in
this stormy roil, I assure you that the long timbers composing
your prow and rudder come from a greater forest. That long-grained
lumber is known to withstand storms, to hold together, to hold its
own, and to advance, regardless.
We have
been in training for a dark time such as this, since the day we
assented to come to Earth. For many decades, worldwide, souls just
like us have been felled and left for dead in so many ways over
and over brought down by naiveté, by lack of love, by being
ambushed and assaulted by various cultural and personal shocks in
the extreme. We have a history of being gutted, and yet remember
this especially–we have also, of necessity, perfected the knack of
resurrection. Over and over again we have been the living proof
that that which has been exiled, lost, or foundered can be
restored to life again….
The good
words we say and the good deeds we do are not ours: They are the
words and deeds of the One who brought us here. In that spirit, I
hope you will write this on your wall: When a great ship is in
harbor and moored, it is safe, there can be no doubt. But that is
not what great ships are built for.
This comes
with much love and prayer that you remember who you came from, and
why you came to this beautiful, needful Earth, Clarissa Pinkola
Estes, Ph.D. ©2003
http://www.mavenproductions.com/esteswindow4.html
There is a field beyond all polarities that
we reach when we suspend judgment. It is equally and vitally
important that we look at our egos and our souls with the soft
eyes of compassion. Our egos are born in our DNA. Our souls
come here borne by our DNA. Our egos can wander far afield
and create all sorts of havoc if they have no spiritual home. Our
souls are adrift if they have no physical home. They need each
other and God made it so. Each of us is a ship of life of which
the ego is the navigator and the soul is the captain that came
here with "earth orders".
The true story of the Garden of Eden is
that we left God’s garden in our own shame for all the harm we had
done. We went far afield and survived incredible insults. We have
begun to wonder if there is not a better way. Some of us have
begun to look up in the sky instead of down at the ground in front
of our tired and shameful feet. A regular flicker of light comes
from the horizon behind us, and those of us who have already begun
to follow its call are standing on the horizon calling and
beckoning to the rest of us to turn and follow them. Their messages tell us that
there is a beautiful arch on their horizon with a shining beacon
on it that we thought when we left was a spinning sword to kill us
if we ever came back. They tell us that there are a couple of
outposts at the arch calling them back home. They tell us
that there is a beautiful city on the other side of the arch, with
stairs arching up from every rooftop. Our ears pick up the
distant, clear call, “Come home!”
As we come home over the next 400 years,
keep in mind that everything is divine, and time is only a
metaphor for the Life of Being. Give yourself permission to
be aware that out beyond all old ideas of wrongdoing and
rightdoing, there is a field. There we shall meet and discover why
Creation made us. We will know that that field has been promised us
since the beginning of Time.
Kind, blessing, and loving thoughts come.
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